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Age: 22
Gender: Female
Topic: Psychiatry
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Location: Surat

I have suffered from child sexual abuse.I have low confidence and am sad and depressed most of the time.. I am happy for a while and then sad again. And the levels of sadness and happiness ess are very high.. sudden change of feelings.

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Little interest or pleasure in doing things
Little interest or pleasure in doing things Several Days
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Feeling down, depressed or hopeless
Feeling down, depressed or hopeless Several Days
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Trouble falling asleep, staying asleep, or sleeping too much
Trouble falling asleep, staying asleep, or sleeping too much More than half the days
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Feeling tired or having little energy
Feeling tired or having little energy Nearly every day
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Poor appetite or overeating
Poor appetite or overeating More than half the days
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Feeling bad about yourself - or that you’re a failure or have let yourself or your family down
Feeling bad about yourself - or that you’re a failure or have let yourself or your family down Nearly every day
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Trouble concentrating on things, such as reading the newspaper or watching television
Trouble concentrating on things, such as reading the newspaper or watching television Several Days
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Moving or speaking so slowly that other people could have noticed. Or, the opposite - being so fidgety or restless that you have been moving around a lot more than usual
Moving or speaking so slowly that other people could have noticed. Or, the opposite - being so fidgety or restless that you have been moving around a lot more than usual Several Days
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Thoughts that you would be better off dead or of hurting yourself in some way
Thoughts that you would be better off dead or of hurting yourself in some way Several Days
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Hi xxxx , Ms. xxxx will take up your case.
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Good Evening xxxx! I am here to help you, please tell me more about your problem.
Actually I was sexually abused in my childhood when I was 12.
It was not penetrative, but was physical touch .kind of fondling with my lower part of my body from back.
it was around when I was in 7 std.
I realized ant it when I came in 11 th std.
And from that time I feel shame ant myself, lack of confidence and most probably no interest in life.like I don't want to live in this society.
I have high temper.and also I had gone. through one sided love which I did but nothing happened as far.
I don't want t o kill myself but want to live in peace be alone and be happy. after the abuse my love kept me happy then after 1 2..std.i have never been happy in my life.
I can only say I am way better than my adolescent period now.
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xxxx I'm glad you've pushed through the bad oatch and moved on to better things
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Don't worry, I think it'll get better as it goes
Yes, thank-you
please tell me how can I stop remembering the instances.
And after some time iam happy then again the same thing..I feel worthless.
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Then if you're comfortable we can talk on call
Actually I m at home and cannot talk with you on call. I am going to hostel in next week. If we can schedule the call later then it will good for me, or else we can talk on message.
Can we talk on message then? I am comfortable with that.
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Ok
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Can you tell me more about the past!
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?
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The abuse and your relationship?
yes.
it happened when I was in 7 th std.i don't remember exactly but it may been have continued for around 4 months..I did not realize what was it, he called me I went and it happened.oneday when he was above me in the morning, I woke up. And that day I told my mother. and it didn't happened after that.
I told my teacher when I was in 12. except them no one knows.they just told me to forget it.nothing else.
through internet search I came to k ow in 11 th std, what had happened with me.
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Who was it xxxx?
immediately.. I could not perform well in 12.and I had no confidence in me.and had no interest to do anything in life.
I had promised myself to not tell anyone..only my teacher knows.he was very closely related.
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Okay
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How does it make you feel?
I always feel what others will think.. of me if I do this..and I have never been able to make decisions.
if I decide in one thing, I always feel the other choice would have been better. it happens every time..
I feel I have cognitive dissonance.My thoughts are very inconsistent and because of them I am never at peace.
and also I have mood swings gs.. for some time ii am very extremely happy and the opposite is much worse..
I had also tried to cut like using knife..on palms..that pain use to make me happy.i have stopped it though. I did it around school.time.
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Okay
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xxxx this is confidential
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Was it someone you knew?
yes.
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Relative?
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Would you be comfortable telling me?
I am sorry. I can say that I trusted him , he was older than me.and I cannot say you.
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After that how is your relationship now?
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I'm sure you continued living in the same house afterwards
yes. he forgot and behaves properly . I think it was a wrong moment for him. he didn't do it intentionally. and was very sorry.for it.
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Okay
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How did it make you feel?
I tried to forgive him but I don't know. I can forgive him..but I just can't forget it.
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That is understandable
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Do you want to forget it?
yes my life will owe to that person who can do that for me.
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That will be yourself dear
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However, I can guarantee you that it will not matter as much
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I need to have a phone consultation with you
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You don't have to speak at all
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Just sit somewhere with earphones on, listen to me and do accordingly
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Can we do that?
and one more thing.. I have seen cases of rape, brutal ..what happened with me was not like worse but still I have pain that is equal to them.why
yes I can do that.
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Okay greay
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So I am currently talking to a patient
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I'll call you right after it
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About half hour
ok
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Everything we feel is our reality xxxx
please answer what I asked before
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Don't feel like you have to justify your reality
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It doesn't matter what they did, it matters how you felt about it
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The intensity of pain depends on that
yes.. true.
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You don't have to question your reality meaning, don't let anyone tell you you are overreacting
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That doesn't make sense
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You're reacting to what you feel
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That's all
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And let's work with that
hello. I am free now , you can call me.
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xxxx, I am calling you now. Please pickup.
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